New Year, 2011.

So, December and early January was totally packed for me. From Kuala Lumpur to Sarawak to Singapore to Johor Bahru and Singapore again and back to JB again. Thinking about it made me realise how fast time pass and now my college is about to start so soon that I think I am gonna die! Many of my friends have started their semester already, Jenny started first today. Hope it went well for her. We are all starting about the same time expect those who are taking different courses and those going back to Australia. Bet time past damn fast for them too! So many things to do and so many places to go and so many people to catch up with. Yeah, I miss my college friends but I miss hope too! And I dread the fact that I won't be able to *maybe* spend my 19th birthday back in JB with my family. So that is why I am not looking forward to go back.

Anyway, I can totally summarize how December started and ended. Started with a dinner with my college mates. Had seafood and man it was epic-ly good and expensive as well. Did a good deed that night by fulfilling some orphans Christmas wish. Bought presents for her. Hope that she liked the presents we bought from her. :D

After that was a Christmas party with Nicole's church friends were I had loads of fun and made loads of new friends. Singing, playing games and stuff. It was really, really fun. Thanks for inviting me, Nicole! Hope you enjoyed your Australia trip!

After that, a sudden decision to follow my parents to Sarawak because they were afraid that I would be alone for too long in Subang. So I bought bus tickets and my Dad booked air tickets for me and I went along to Sarawak and the trip was awesome. Filled with awesome food and also exciting adventure. Climbed caves, walked 200 steps to a church and also hiked up a mountain in the rain. Man, that was a big achievement. Everything went well except for the fact that my camera went cuckoo and decided to fail on me. Then when I came back from Sarawak, the whole camera could not turn on anymore. How asshole-ish.

Coming back after about 6 days of waking up early, I had to wake up early the next day too. To pick the princess Joey from the Singapore airport. We went shopping and then we went to the airport to give her a surprise and also got a chance to meet Song Joong Ki! Some Korean actor which is so freaking cute! We shouted and scream along with the 200 fans there and it was totally crazy and fun too! Got back to JB at around 1am and then went to Joey's house for a sleepover and then went out for lunch then Karaoke in her house till evening then I left for home.

Few days after that, I my cousins from KL came down and we had our Christmas Party and we went for Christmas parties and then after Christmas I went down to Singapore for 4 days and 3 nights where I got to eat and shop and eat and shop and then I left for JB and then it was almost 2011 already so I had another countdown party and a sleepover at Ellena's house. :D Not forgetting, that night I had awesome seafood in Gelang Patah where I enjoyed chicken wings, crab and fish which was awesome. Last day of 2010 and I got to spend it with my family and also friends. It was totally awesome. Went to Zone after that. My dad had to send me all the way from Gelang Patah to Zone. Yeah, it was so jam I could see he was abit pissed off but thanks Papa for sending me there so I can spend NYE with my friends as well. Had a great time with friends and also enjoyed taking pictures and also partying and talking the whole night through without sleeping. I can proudly say that i stayed up throughout the night from 2010 till 2011 with no sleep talking to my peeps. :D

I could only dream of doing it again next year with the same bunch of friends. :D

2011, BRING IT ON.

Self-destruct.

Maybe it was in the past,

Maybe it will be the future,

What if all of it was just a dream,

A dream that one day turn into reality.

You know that this is YOUR blog and you can't post everything and anything you want. Sometimes people might seem normal on the outside but they can be totally different on the inside. The internet helps abit by helping you vent out abit of whatever you have inside you but what about everything else? Are you gonna just leave it inside you and internally bleed to death? I don't think so. Share your thoughts, share your experience, share what's inside you and everything will be alright. But how many of you can clearly admit that you have problems, you are undergoing pain on the inside? Few, maybe even none. Even I myself can't confirm for sure that I have nothing to hide from my friends and family. I sleep really early and wake up really early nowadays, I hardly tweet, hardly blog, hardly facebook too. Is this the life I'm gonna live from now on? Pretty much. Besides all the partying and all the drinking. I think I'm gonna stop for a while.

For the undeniable truth & insecurities.

Let go. Just let it pass.

Back from Sarawak!

Finally had the time to blog after so long. My sister has been on my laptop the entire time I was in Jb. Yes, I'm back from Sarawak! And I have to say this trip is one of the most tiring, exciting, funny, scary trip I have had to Sarawak. It was filled with laughter in the bus, tiring as we climbed 2 caves and walked up a mountain, exciting cause fell a couple of times because we were climbing some steps which were very slippery and exhilarating also because the cave that we went into was pitch black. So dark we had to carry torch lights and also wear rain coat cause it was so wet. I got a shock of my life the first day after we had dinner and then I realise that my memory card when crazy and I could not retrieve back any of my first day in Sarawak Pictures. But anyway, I manage to get the pictures of the other days already so I guess you guys will just have to look at the pictures and know what we did. (:

The pictures took so long to load so I decide not to put up so many of the pictures and only put up a few. I went to a few shops to ask about my camera and apparently I have to send my camera all the way up to KL to fix it. So, now I have no camera when Christmas is around the corner. FML TTM. Anyway, I'm sure I'll enjoy Christmas as always with parties and presents. See you guys around then. :)

Sarawak Laksa.